That I am suffering right now too from depression and anxiety and stress. Sometimes it gets so bad that I feel like I am going to have an heart attack. I pray.......I pray alot.

You have to find what it is that makes you happy. I take alot of Valerian Root and it helps me. I love to work on my property and new house. Except that it is so hot now that it is hard.

In fact when I get off the computer I am going to go plant 20 pine trees. I have a few trees but not enough.

So my advice for you is not to sit around and feel bad. Go out there and find what it is that can make you happy. It isnt going to come to you. You have to do your part.


Love to all

Walks~with~Spirit ;o
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*passes shot of something strong to WWS*

I'm feeling really down right now, myself. I'm always a bit anxious and depressed, but this is a really low dip. I just tried to go outside and get some exercise. I ran around the yard picking up crap, hauled it around. I then decided to go for a bike ride, but one tire was low, so I furiously pumped it full of air then left for my ride. Within a mile it was flat. That, in a nutshell, sums up my whole life. Even if I have the motivation and desire, something gets in my way.

I have come to the conclusion today that I was not meant to be happy and content. Any semblance of happiness is simply an illusion which ends up making me feel like a stupid fool. Furthermore, anyone who comes into my life shares the burden of that bad luck, and is doomed to live with that ever present dark cloud overhead.

Blah.

I wanna cry. Or break something. I'd say this was just a bad mood...hormones...but circumstantially speaking, I don't see a relief in sight. In fact, tomorrow night I ought to be feeling a lot worse.

I'd get drunk out of my mind right now if it didn't mean my kids would have to suffer through my hangover tomorrow.
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Aw.....

I sure wish I had some wonderful magic advice to give you. I have never seen YOU so down before.

*hugz*

I know it isnt enough. But I think alot of what is going on right now is you arent looking forward to Rob's departure and it is hitting you really hard.
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Yeah :(

And I feel really guilty because living for my kids should be enough. THEY should be my drive, my motivation. But I guess we all need another adult to love and share life with....

*sigh*
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Yeah I understand.....

Like why cant Dan get off his lazy kiester and get the other house sold. We need the money.
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